Partly referring to my own acrophobia, this piece speaks about fears and personal obstacles. Situations, where easy, everyday tasks become a trial. And you start questioning your challenge to confront yourself with your fears and to overcome them. Will I get better? Does it get any better? Is it worth the struggle? The same applies also to my introversion. How do I manage to handle the artworld and its scenes, while being introverted? Is there a railing to hold on to?